so sorry to read it is so rough for you, your not alone-i too have these issues. good to see you will be better financially soon, has to be some comfort? i have been applying and waiting for a decision on disability, i have bipolar,gen anxiety,lupus, for4 years and the stress of just waiting is eating me alive! i have had skinand scab picking problem for 15 years, it hasnt ever went away. i too avoid wearing revealing clothes that shows people i self-injure, no shorts, bathing suits, ect... so i wish you the very best and take care feel free to contact me if you ever need to talk, okay?