i know exactly what you mean >.< my mind is literally never at peace, and its actually pretty irritating, no matter how hard you try, you cant get it to stop. i have wanted to give up for awhile as well, although i can never get to sleep, along with the insomnia and paranoia, my mind never shuts itself up. just keep trying your best jenni, try your hardest to focus on something happy and calm, and if you want to stay awake, just try your hardest to focus on something you need to do that day, or planning for something later in the week, just try your best, and thats all anyone can ask of you