I don't know if I do this... but reading what you guys have written I am thinking about things now.

People I am so close to I will let in but then they go and tell people my problems ie spread them around work. I trust too easily. I have learnt the hard way too.

At the moment I am going through a really hard time with depression and have been off work for over all 3 months on and off. My best friends were supportive. Now they don't even care about me. They are the only 2 in work I am really close to. They do not answer texts, phone calls or emails. They only speak to me when they want to. I am really peeved off. I miss the 2 of them so much but I am so angry at the same time.

Everyone walks over me. I let people in and then they distroy my trust. People wonder why I ahve trust issues