I actually have happy manias... hyper and creative (but my creations often do not makes sense, when I am trying to write I just jot down words or phrases... etc.), I want to get out and interact, or at least I interact on the boards and write ridic status updates on my facebook...
I tend to be irratitable... waiting irritates... I wait for the subway or tram and pace back and forth on the platform...
I'm all over the place, I have to do something, have to keep myself busy... because if I didn't I feel I would explode... I sometimes feel like i must emit sparks when touching metal.
I also feel detached from the reality. Like I walk the street for example and have almost out-of-body experiece....
walking seems to help. It takes out the irritation.
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