Hope you're having a better day today. Hope you're takng it easy on yourself, too. Sometimes you just have to give yourself a little time..
I've often thought about calling a hotline. I was kind of thinking I needed a non-crisis line though. I didn't feel like it was a crisis, I just really felt like I needed someone to talk to. Never did try it, so if you do, tell me how you make out.
If not, keep talking here. There doesn't seem to be a better place.

Quay