I hate it I hate it I hate it.

I Have decided that the only way I am going to be able to retain any kind of sanity is if I get away from all human beings.

They suck you in and blow you out without any regards or care for your feelings.

SELFISH SELFISH horrible ppl... I am so angry.

For anyone that doesnt know, I have just ended a relationship I had with my T.......... the horrible twat made me think I loved him....arghhhhhhhh

Now in the cold light of day I am left reeling and can feel myself heading down down down.

I just came off a high and felt kinda normal for a couple of days and now I feel the onset of a dark depression,

Arghhh I dont want to go there again. GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH to do this again. I dont know if I can keep doing this.

WHEN WILL IT EVEN END.