well it could be my disorder, but we started fighting alot, and once i lost it and put my elbow through her wall.. i would never hit her.. but i hate showing any anger around her, and i am always angry.. and i cant control myself sometimes and i can say things i later regret. idk but we used to argue over stupid stuff, and she would start crying, then i would feel like even more crap. i dont want to hurt her, and i always seem to wether i want to or not.