Well .. of course the report doesn't change a thing about me physically. I am who I am and do what I can do.

It might change how my MD assists me though. It was her insistance for me to have the eval so she would know HOW MUCH MORE help I needed in the day to day stuff. She needs to discuss it with me. I've called there a few times asking them to fax it to my pain mgmt doctor (psychologist) and yet nothing. You'd think if they have it, they'd also be calling me for a consult appointment. I will have to call my attorney tomorrow or email her, asking her to demand the opposition have the report sent to my doctors!

I've pulled back in all areas of my life, trying to just smooth through you know? That was part of my taking a break from PC too. I have NO obligations anywhere right now ... except to get to my therapies for good self care. I've added weekly (at least) movie going too. Doctor's orders.

But still life intrudes. I have been having issues with posting at neurotalk (I think cleared now) and getting into chat here (can go in by the backdoor) and Yahoo not allowing my password for email pick up. (Someone gave me a backdoor on that too... but I'm anxious that someone did this in phishing somehow, and I still don't know anything.) Now I have to reset the passwords for email on my iphone, and not sure I will be able to access it at all.

Breathing.