Low Self Esteem, is something that I can relate to from a young age. From the age of 9 I had puppy fat so was always taunted by kids, which I think was the first kicking of my self esteem, I then lost the weight at 13 but didnt know how to react to that as I had sort of made myself a brick wall, to all the heartful remarks that I used to get, strange it wasn't just kids who did it, I used to get it from my brothers aswell, which somehow was worse, as I used to want them deep down to help me but how would they, when they used to treat me like the kids did. I then left school with bad grades, school wasn't a nice place for me, and out into the adult world I went and got myself a job. My esteem still wasn't the best but I got on with it, then at the age of 22 I left my job due to a clash in personality with the boss and from then on I have been inbetween jobs and of and on medication for depression, I so wish there would come a day when I can say completely from inside me, this is me, I like me and Im not a bad person, just someone who wants a normal life, doing normal things and feeling normal!!!!!