After a lot of shouting, swearing and walking out twice...they have decided to let me go in. They're coming over tommorrow morning to fill out the admission form. Though I have a very strong urge to cut. I've given most of my blades to mum on the psychiatrist's orders. They wanted to give me this new medication instead of letting me go hospital and I ripped up the prescription. I don't want more meds !!!

Well anyway. So. It's happening.

Just got to hold out. DONT self harm