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Originally Posted by valfor
((((((feary)))))  , I am so sorry for what you are going thru it must be devastating....but you have to tell your self that you are strong and will get thru it.....I went thru the same thing and lost my children to there father and I have never seen them again...I know the feeling of despair and hopelessness and can only say that you will survive and I send strength and peace your way. |
thank you valfor. I feel awful for you that you never get to see your kids at all. It must be so tough. How do you stay balanced?
I can't bear to be around my kids bc I am so sad and anxious all the time so I avoid them
I am just too devastated
there is no way I could have a normal life bc aging deeply depresses me and dying terrifies me and knowing I cannot avoid these things worries me
What makes it worse is expecting it to happen any day now
I wish I could just stop thinking about it