I am so terrified of everything right now.

The people on this board are wonderful and probably sick of me right now.

I can't go on with my life knowing that my beauty is going, my body gets older, and my youth is gone, and time passes

I am so OVERWHELMED with these thoughts and feelings

I keep having these triggers of memory of my past and anything sets me off
and I want to go back in time because the present is terrible and the future sucks

I won't be able to get over this

I fear I will never accept these realities and never be able to focus and concentrate or anything