My sleep deprivation has escelated at its peak once more.......so physically exhausted but no relief either...... reverted back to my sleepers and relaxants (but to no avail at this critical stage)..as well as natural remedies( which i wont mention as not to slander the products) ......My head feels like a mushed up watermelon......and like a video camera (malfunctioned) stuck on fast forward and rewind buttons working only.Its like watching a horror movie with no story line to put it an illustrative way. My ocd thoughts have dropped and my depression has picked up(that is in its endogenous form) and my hostility has also made its diabolic appearance which seldomly happens to me these days after extensive self therapy... can any one relate to this???? I welcome any support ,ideas and theories as well as ones personal agony with this parallel or similar situation. I really cant get a grip of it and I feel like im about to self destruct.....been through it before but it seems to creep up on me with a higher increment of intensity every time I have a relapse ........Thank you to all who read this...and good health to all!!!!!