((((((( fadedspirit ))))))))

That is a part of you, it's a part of me , it's a part of all of us that was created to not feel the pain and hurt. The fact that you know it is there, are aware of it means you can start to accept that part. You have already started to do this by acknowledging that it was created at a time when it was really needed. It's not needed so much now? It'll come, other feelings will come through with reassurance from you that you are safe now. Takes time but worth discussing with T and we are here listening also.