I dont know whats wrong with me, so I decided to post it here. I have recovered from three month (roughly) depression, Im fifteen, a girl. I have no appetite whatsoever, aside from a little at the end of the day, but I feel full straight away. Ive always wanted to lose weight, but thats not why I dont eat, I just dont have an appetite. and above my stomach I can (not see my ribs, just feel them) and when I get really stressed out, more than usual, before I got home, had a shower and sorted and everything, and I could barely stay conscious, I just had enough time to lock the bedroom door and land on the bed, it sounds ridiculous, but Its because I got even more stressed out than usual and was worrying even more than usual, and I have these problems with memory loss, I cant remember a lot of stuff, even yesterday is really foggy unless I really concentrate, and a few days ago i cant remember anything. I can remember main events, weddings, deaths, names, who is dating who, my friend's problems and things, but a lot is blank.
It might be because I think it was major depression I suffered with, I had suicidal thoughts, and even remembering it for too long is triggering.
Sorry for the length of this, but anyone have any ideas what it is ? xx
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Last edited by Michah; Apr 14, 2010 at 03:37 AM.
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