In The Darkness,

That's great you got your appointment and also that you managed to have the discussion about what you want to do. Hmmm.. Do you not think the new meds and the hospital admission and counselling will help you? I am glad you are gettins somewhere eventually

On self harming, I do not condone it as I have self harm last week. But please be careful and try and do something else other than self harming. Can you not give your Mum ALL your blades for safe keeping? Yes you gave her "some" but what about the others? I know it will not be easy and I know you will be very angry but you need to try and stop. I am trying to be "positive" ye it sucks but trying is all we can do right?

Take Care