Does anyone else have thoughts about killing themselves, but have no intention of acting on the images flashing before your eyes...and then fear that you'll sleepwalk and do it without truly wishing to?

That's what I've been dealing with. I have a hard time falling asleep because I worry about it. Obviously it hasn't happened, but as it might just be an irrational fear I'm hesitant to tell my p-doc or T.

Do I just deal with the fear and ignore it?