I just started psychotherapy for depression and I am new to learning about it. I'm glad I found this forum. Can psychotherapy cure you? I don't really know what to expect from it or really how to get the most out of it. It seems like I am lying to myself about a lot of things and only when I leave my psychotherapist and think about things do I realize that maybe I wasn't 100% honest in everything I said. It's hard for me to share all the horrible things I've done with anyone even if I trust them. I hate myself for the things I've done and it's so painful to go through this process and I don't know what's going on with me. I feel so confused and lost and my head hurts and I feel like I could explode. Thanks for reading this and thanks for being here. Attekus