Thank you ever so much Wendy. Thank you for the condolences. You are spot on with your suggestions. I have had to walk away from it and tell myself that I can't allow it to matter so much.
When I get calls, the family member vents and then goes on his or her merry way and I am left sick as a dog from the stress. I can't let it happen anymore if I'm going to survive this.
I've been making it a point to listen to music and I'm spring cleaning at a gentle pace. It keeps me busy and makes me feel productive.
I also know that I'm not in a place to make any big decisions right now so I'm being careful.
Again, thank you so much for writing. I appreciate your kindness so much.
Jan
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