Couldn't happen feary. We help each other and in so doing (I hope) manage to also help ourselves. I'm glad you're posting what's on your mind.

I've always hated how I look so I don't feel I have much to lose but I also know this can be a very different experience for men. That and so many people here have already offered great advice. So I'll just say I'm sorry you're hurting and that I agree with those who say beauty is more than a youthful appearance.

Cyran0