This isn't meant to sound pessimistic - but we are all aging and getting closer to death all the time. Let's imagine for a minute, you're going to live to 100 yrs of age. Do you want to look back, at all the time you spent worrying - that would be a waste. All we can do is live a healthy as we can. Your children need you now. I know it's terrible when a family splits up, but thank God you still get to see your children. This is what has kept me in my marriage - I don't want my kids to suffer from a split.

We're more than just our outer appearance. I spoken several times about this Irai veteran who got severely burned in a Iraqi bomb blast. By normal standards he might be hideous but as I watched him speak - I was amazed at his charisma and inner beauty. He even got a job acting on a famous soap opera.

Try to appreciate what you have at this moment. You can't worry about something that might not happen for decades. Is it possible for one day, imagine you're putting all your worries in a locked box - then go on with your day. All children want, is for their parents to enjoy the present moment with them. Are you on medication? I hope you feel better.