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Apr 13, 2010, 09:43 PM
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Member Since: Nov 2009
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Originally Posted by AShadow721
Is it really the T you don't trust, or is it just that you are afraid to tell your story and you're just getting angry at your T, focusing on all the things she hasn't helped you with to make you "hate" her, to push yourself even more away from her, so that you DON'T even have to tell your story?
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Aright, I'll admit to this. I have thought about this. I do have self-sabotoging tendencies, especially if it's done in self-protection (like in dating, dumping them before they dump you). I don't think it's so much that I'm angry with her, it's more that I've already cut all emotional ties to her in preparation for being let down (if that makes sense).
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But definitely don't tell your your whole story if you're leaving, because then she won't be able to help you learn how to cope with bring up those memories and how to work through them so that you can recover.
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I really don't think there's that much to tell. I've already written down as much as I can force myself to remember, and it's in the very basic, factual form. It would take like one session to tell her these things, and then she could dissect my thoughts or do whatever it is that she does for the other two months.
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Another question you need to ask yourself is can you make it on your own while looking for a new T?
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I don't know the answer to this one. I really don't. The fact that it would be summer kinda makes it seem like it'd be easier, but that would be ignoring the fact that during the summer, I have to find an apartment and a job near where I'll be going to school in the fall. I just really don't know anything right now, that's (I guess) why I'm trying to have others help me dissect my jumbled thoughts.
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It's not the best idea to just go T-less.
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This just sounds funny in a kinda perverted way.
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