I cannot stop thinking horrible thoughts of aging and dying

It has destroyed my life every second

I can't live knowing these inevitables and i don't know how to stop thinking them

I feel like I live the same day every day

meds and therapy are not helping

just started effexor but worried about that

worries worries worries, fears, anxiety, depression that is all my life is.

Has anyone else had this? what helps?

thanks.