I don't know what will happen.
I can't control my own actions and attitudes, never mind anything else.
What if they don't ask me the questionswhich help me explain how things really are?
What if I fall apart?
What if i dissociate?
What if I don't understand them?
I just want to carry on working with the counsellor I have been seeing. I don't care that she knows nothing about DID. I feel safe there, and it is about the only place where I do feel safe.
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