I've seen a therapist for the past two years

I have tried many meds but they just make me worse

I just was put on effexor yesterday so let's see what that does

I doubt it will help

nothing and no one can help me

I know worrying makes things worse but I can't control it

I tried and tried SO HARD for these past two years to feel better but nothing has helped at all so now I give up

I wish I had the courage to do something but I don't

I lost everything I fear every second