(((((((((((((caroline)))))))))))))))))
regarding all of the what if questions you asked, you're seeing a trained professional who will not only be qualified to deal with, but will actually be suspecting any of that to happen.
keep in mind this is someone qualified to treat dissociative disorders and is there for you. if you absolutely feel that you can't do it, you could reschedule until you can feel better about it?
let us know,
kd
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