I am so ashamed of myself. After 17 months I relapsed. I moved back in with my ex-husband. He is a normie. He can have one drink and that is it. I thought that I could live with beer in my fridge everyday and watch him drink and me drink nothing. I was wrong. I knew that I shouldn't drink being prenant and all, but that didn't stop me either. I started going to meetings again, I know that I need to get a sponser, and work the steps.
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