I can't say how much I appreciate everyone's input. I did tell my T today and he didn't really give me much of any advice about it. He just said he would put it into my report for SSDI. Or rather he would add it. He said I should talk to my p-doc, but only about lack of energy issues. I just woke up from a nap. I always crash in the afternoons. I'm kind of resigned about the thoughts. They appeared suddenly so maybe they'll go away suddenly. I'm just too drowsy to care right now. If things get too bad, I will phone my p-doc. Right now I think I'm too out of it to act on anything.

I'm so sorry to hear how everyone else has suffered. I think these are just malfunctioning brain chemicals and it's not your fault. We have to keep trying to get our meds right. It feels like forever, but one day perhaps I'll have good lasting news. to all.