Thank You everyone. I guess i am just ultimately confused and feeling like there is really no hope for me to get help. My school does not have psychologists who come to the school. All we have is a guidance counselor and it is awkward to speak to her about things. I just feel so lost and don't know what to do. I know my parents love me but I am angry they won't let my sister and me see a therapist. I don't even bring up my problems any more because they seem to turn into worse things then they started. I told my mom about my anxiety issues and she asked why i thought i had it and when i explained she was just kinda quite, i guess she didn't know how to respond. I haven't told many of my friend and i don't think they would understand if I did. I suppose by now i just suppose I would be getting better