the thing is I know she is the one for me all I think about is what our lives will be like if we were together like i picture us sitting in our house with all our kids around and all the grandkids, I picture driving her to the hospital cause she is in labour with our first kid, picture us growing old together and being there for each other for the rest of our lives, she is the one for me and no other will ever come close to being anything like her, every time I even look at another girl I feel guilty cause I feel like I cheated on her, she is my love, she is the only girl I love i love her more than life and I will die for her, I will do anything for her and i mean anything, i lost her once and I will never let her go again, I love her she is the one for me but alas she loves me not, not in the way I want her to any way, I see us driving to our kids first school play, I see us bening there when our kids get married, I see us fighting over sumthing stupid then making up and saying we are sorry to each other, but I know we will never be, but in the end at least I have her in my life even if it is just as a friend and nothing more, cause all I need is her and she is the only 1 that makes me happy and I mean trully happy in life.