i think it is amazing how well you have been doing and i see you as a true inspiration.but do you think maybe that this SI could be do to the fact that you are ready to go back to the working world and it is a BIG thing.and although you may truely want this and are ready for it maby you are a bit scared of it at the same time and this is your way of letting you therapist know this.IDK maby im way off line about this i just know how i would be feeling about it all.i think you should let you therapist know what was going on as it is very significant.and he needs to know whare you are at.i know how i would feel going back into the working world.like im being thrown to the wolves,kind of exposed,worried all my saftey is gone.etc...Im probibly the last person to be giving support i always worry ill say the wrong thing and make things worse for people but i wanted you to know my heart goes out to you durring this big transition and you are in my thoughts. and as you would say to others be easy on yourself OK