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Old Apr 15, 2010, 08:09 AM
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Originally Posted by KathyM View Post

If you are willing to give your heart, be sure not to attach any strings. Offer what you can, and allow the people to take whatever they need - even if what they need is to ignore your (or my) advice.

If my post doesn't make any sense or does not apply to this thread, feel free to disregard my rambling.
You make total sense to me Kathy. It is a challenge not to over invest in people's choices and to sometimes unknowingly attached strings or expectations to any support or advice offered. I guess I don't like to admit how often I do that but if I do then I am more likely to change the behaviour in the future. I know part of the motivation is to validate myself and assure myself that I did or said something useful. If my advice is ignored than I judge myself more than I do the other person. I think I wasted their time with my useless advice. It could go either way I suppose whereby I would then criticize them for not listening to my wisdom. There was a time in my life where that would absolutely be the case but it seems since my bipolar kicked into high gear the last decade I am generally just not that secure in what I offer anyone and will look for them to validate me. Following my advice has become one form of them demonstrating my worth. Geesh... pretty self absorbed how I make someone else's situation become all about me. Dang! Something more for me to ponder. lol. Now I will ask for you to please excuse my manic thinking and potentially endless rambling.

Thank you for sharing your stories.
Thanks for this!
KathyM