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As I said in response to your other post. Tell T about the SI. You are working so hard. I'm sure that he will not see it as a failure, but as a sign of how bad you are feeling and how hard the assignment was for you. If you don't tell him then he can't help you with it. Also tell him about the alter who wants to SU if you go back to work. You don't want to have one alter run your life, but maybe the two of you can work with that alter to come up with a contract to keep you safe. That you maybe go back to work, but set aside some time every day to let that alter do (safe) things that she(?) wants to. Like a compromise. We care about you and don't want you to get hurt.