Well its been 5 months. Each week gets a little easier, with exceptions of bad days of course. I have slipped up a few times since the first time I tried to quit, but this is the longest ever. There are days that I don't even think about it. There are still times that I can barely stop myself from starting all over again, and I don't know if that will ever go away but overall its getting easier.

To everyone trying to stop, just remember the first month is the hardest. It does get easier. Anyone can send me a message anytime if you want to talk.