Well I saw the psychiatrist today. Oh and my dr put me on some new medicine to go along with the colonapen. Its called Symbyax. Has anyone here been on this? But we talked for about 2 hours. And she wants me to bring my husband in with me next week. She wants me to tell him. She said we will start off by telling him and giving him info about depression and panic attacks. And then she would have me start in by telling him that I'm afraid of talking to him about stuff because of how he will act. And then tell him and show him. So I dont know how thats gonna go.