Thanks, fins. But the truth is it comes and then it goes. I can be almost incoherent at times, and then I fear what will happen to me when people see that. That is one reason I have largely given up the thought of trying another therapist. Who knows if I will be a pumpkin (as in the Cinderella story) when the appointment time arrives? Many, many people do not understand that that can happen, and they get angry with me. I fear what they will do to me in that anger.

Sannah, my reply to you is in this reply to purple fins.