when ANYTHING out of the norm happens, do i think it's the end of the world or much more horrible than it is? it pulls somewhere deep inside of me and there's so much reaction that even i don't understand.

then, on things that other ppl consider awful and are freaking, and think i should be too, it's no big deal and i'm as calm as can be and become the "doer" for everyone else?

t says that's my PTSD mixed with the DID. do others with PTSD do both of those things as well. it keeps me on edge and makes me feel more the freak sometimes

be safe everyone,

kd