((((WePow)))) I am SO incredibly proud of you for being honest with T and really feeling when you were there. I think I would have thrown the towel pieces in the trash, too. Dont want to give T extra work! Im glad the towel was given your pain instead of your head or arm. Its all okay. You are doing amazingly well and moving forward.

I wish I had some words of wisdom on how the pain is supposed to end. I guess its all of this difficult work we are doing that eases the pain. We learn to let it go at some point. And we are left with just ourselves. When that point is, I dont know. Maybe it is very slowly that more and more of our real selves emerge as the pain heals.