Yes. I do. The hypervigilance of PTSD causes the catastrophizing... as well as the numbing effect of getting away when either we think it can be safe to do that, or KNOW it isn't really safe to be there. But your dissociation is obviously more noticeable due to the DID. You are not a freak... your system works more finely than the average person's, as your brain is utilizing more of it's capacity to cope.