I've been feeling really bad the past few days, couldn't go to work today...I put in a call to my psychiatrist for an appointment, and she saw me after regular hours. I described what's going on, (many serious problems, divorce/bankruptcy/crappy job etc.) She told me to move in with my mother! (BTW, I just turned 49).

I said I didn't really want to do that, or really see what good that would do me, so I asked if she had any other suggestions, so she made me promise I would go to the psych ward at the hospital across the street, she would call and get me admitted. I go over there, they won't let me in! They said she didn't call (which I doubt). So I came home. I'm sitting in the dark here, waiting for my rice to get done, mainly because I'm tired of beans.

I don't know what to do...