I think that you should be patient and try to keep your mind off of her for now so that you don't torture yourself. If you allow her freedom she might really be impressed that you care enough about her feelings and what she wants to do. She needs to growup and experience life and all it could have to offer. Same thing with you, at your age I don't think you should predict what your life is going to like because when you do that you aren't open to having new experiences . Please just be patient and wait because honestly the future really isn't ours to predict and you are limiting the possibilities of what could happen in your life. Leave yourself open for others to get to know you. Attekus4.