Welcome to Psychcentral Time0. First, you need to ask your GP for a referral... and that means someone to prescribe meds and possibly another someone to talk with! Psychiatrists usually just prescribe these days... psychologists do the talk therapy with us.

If she won't refer, then ask your insurance company for one, or to have THEM ask her.

If they won't , you can go to the ER for emergency counseling help, they usually have at least a social worker to talk with people who walk in.

Then, if all else fails you, have you considered ONLINE therapy? You need to talk with someone about these feelings.

At the VERY least (which is argueable) you can continue to come here and post, and come into chat with the members here!

TC of yourself!