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Originally Posted by BNLsMOM
I am less tired and headachy, thankfully.
I am so nervous because I have to go to an auction for my son's school tonight. I am having a really hard time with crowds lately and this will be more than 250 people crammed into a function room.
Today I have the sensation that bugs are in my mouth. When I am eating, I have to take bits out if it doesn't feel right because I think there is an insect in my mouth.
Every itch I have, I think is an insect or spider on my body.
It is going to be very difficult to be in a crowd tonight and even more difficult to appear normal.
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Is it possible to stand near an exit tonight? That way you can step out for a minute if you need to. As for the insect thing, it sounds like possibly delusions? Maybe you need to call your T? When will you be starting with that other pdoc? (I know you don't trust the one you have right now)
Good luck tonight; I hope it goes well for you!
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