KD I think you should talk to T about what's happening. I know that you want to stay focused on what you are working on right now. But this could derail that if it gets to bad and keeps building. Sounds like it's starting to over take things. Talk to T and see what his thoughts are. You are still grieving and everyone grieves in their own way.
(((((((((((((((((((( KD )))))))))))))))))) Love Ya, Monty