I just cannot stop thinking about my bestfriend Shawn that died, He died of a ceasure about a year and a half ago,He could not afford his pills,and didint tell anyone,so he went without them,and had a horrible ceasure one night......
His BirthDay will be coming up soon, and I know i'm going to flip out and cry.
He was the nicest friend a girl could ever have, I could tell him everything and anything and he would somehow understand my feelings.
He supported me in everything I do, and let me know when I was doing something wrong.
He new how to make me laugh,he was there when I was sick, and now that he's gone, I feel empty...
I miss him so much, and everytime I think of him,and how he died, it makes me want to just flip out.
He was only 23, He was so young.
Even though I know he's in a better place, I cant stop the feeling of wanting to be with him.
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