Well I saw my therapist today and I honestly don't know if the news she gave me is good or bad. I described in great detail what I went through, making certain to capture everything.

Her diagnosis, supported by the materials she had there and the additional reading I did online is a very, very severe panic attack. She said she's never heard of one lasting 2 hours, or being that violent but said it made sense considering everything I've been through and am going through.

I told her I took a Xanax, dissolved it under my tongue about half-way through and she said that was a good idea since it probably would have gone on longer if I hadn't. She really knows how to cheer a girl up!

So as if PTSD and Depression aren't enough to deal with, now anxiety like that? What next?