thanks for the responses, really.
I'm just letting it go, I guess. It was really REALLY hard for me to ask my T about seeing her more often in the first place. It has been hard for me to ask for anything, really, in therapy, because of the fear of rejection. So now that I've asked her, and her initial response was positive but then she seems to have changed her mind, I doubt I will be able to ask her again or keep pushing it.

I guess it depends on how I feel on Monday, but I'm going through some crap right now and I'm pretty down, and not looking forward to seeing her on Monday because I really need to talk about what's going on in my life but I can't, we have to do the damn emotion regulation stuff instead. So that sucks. I'm just not feeling confident or strong or safe w/T right now.