hmmm, i thought i posted this already? i guess it didn't go thru

lexicon, i can't respond to your last post becuase it's too triggering for me to discuss.

however, i'd like to respond to your first two. i'm sorry that the nitetime is so hard. i understand that too well...especially recently. i do hope that time and consistency will help to ease.

as far as not getting a quick response, please remember that ppl don't/can't respond for many reasons...it's too triggering to discuss, they don't have time atm for a lengthy response, they have to move away from puter alot (like me), etc. know that it's not you personally. also some ppl don't respond because they simply might not know what to say, fear further triggering the author or are simply shy posters. please try to understand and not get upset when you don't get responses in the time that you think you should. i know it's hard, but that happens regularly here.

be safe,

kd