Hi nowhere,

You metaphor of radio is good. I was certainly benefited by having some quiet meditation time. But why sometimes when I thought I'd found solution or conclusion, there'd be some new feelings come out and totally put those I believed once into denial?

Thanks for the hugs. Even to this day, I can't forget you are the first person responded me when I first came to the forum. To me, that'd been something special...

Best,
Toni

[i] What our mind can conceive and believe, it will achieve.