Last night my boyfriend whome I live with and have 2 chirldren wiht told me he has had it and wants to seperate for good. I am so lost and scared and sad, mostly for my chirldren. Hte only place I have to go is about 2 hours away from him and our home. I am so sad for my chirldren, taking them away from all they know is killing me. I just look at them and they have no idea, they are so happy in their home, I feel emense guilt and sadness for them. They are onlly 1 and 2. I am so scared I have been a stay at home mom and have no money and I know he won't give me any, just one of the prolbems I am facing. I know I have to call my Mother and let her know because thats where we are going to sta but I can't even call her at this point because I can't face the reality of all this right now. I thought this was what I wanted too but when it comes down to it I don't want this for my kids or me. How do I get through this?????